Irregular Heartbeat In Toddlers While Sleeping

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Below this post, spoilers on the next chapter of Life
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As mentioned, Outbuildings probably see the light later this month. Edit: images!

Spoiler:

"\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Bella, please, tell me what's wrong?>>.



Raise the head and my eyes will cross a couple more red and sad.

My hands run over his face, squeezing it gently, with your thumbs trying to erase those tears would hate to see her face: I wish that there is always a smile, that smile wonderful that is my strength, my focus.

\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Tell me, my love, please>>.

And finally I see her lips bend, but not in the smile that I love so much: no, there is only bitterness and melancholy in its expression. It is a little closer, kissing chastely.

He walks away slowly, without lifting his eyes from mine.

\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Do not know what to expect these words>>, sighs, stroking her cheek.

falls silent, when I realize my words. I'm really able to express myself a. .. words?

But as my look crosses his face, I can not see signs of happiness.

And what had begun to rise in my chest off slowly under that look sad.

\u0026lt;\u0026lt;I've waited so long, you know? For a long time ... and it is strange that today have re-entered>> continues, with a sigh. \u0026lt;\u0026lt;Almost ironic ...>>

Anxiety grips my stomach, my heart seizes with strong fingers and nails.

I feel my body hard and even the contact with her can cause as much pleasure, indeed, seems more distant, as if a thin sheet of glass was between us.

And it is cold, this slab.

It suffocates me.

[...]

\u0026lt;\u0026lt;It's over, Edward. Our story ends here>>.

[...]

\u0026lt;\u0026lt;I want to know who it is! Tell me, now!>>.

She stares at me, his eyes hurt, the tears began to fall more abundant. \u0026lt;\u0026lt;This you think of me? Do you think I want to leave because I betrayed?>>.

\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Yes>> roar.

Because it's easier, is not it Edward?

is easier to admit that c'entrino others, instead of blaming ...

\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Why are you hurting me? Why?>>

\u0026lt;\u0026lt;You're hurting me, Bella!>>

\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Now, but a time? How many times have you hurt me? How many more I do, if we stay together?>>

[...]

I head toward the window, the shuffling, arms dangling, swaying to the sex each movement.

I feel empty. Completely.

support arm on the window, pressing his forehead against: Paris look, I see the Seine, I see a few stars in the sky.

observe everything. And nothing.

What have I? Why I'm so ... wrong?

live with the feeling that every day is the last - the last of my life, the last thing I can play, the last step with Bella - but instead of how one should enjoy it, I can devoured by anxiety and the need for certainty is needed. Why?

my nightmares I'm afraid at this rate, come true.

But I also fear that the reality that fuels it. But if so, the things I have really gotten out of hand?

sigh, closing his eyes. Dark ... comforting. Suffocating.

[...]

\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Edward ...>>.

\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Mh?>>.

silent, sighing against my skin. \u0026lt;\u0026lt;If ... if there were problems, would you tell me the truth?>>

Two answers: "yes" of faith, not the loss of confidence.

I would never have the heart to tell her no, because the ferirei, because she does not deserve it, because she is my love.

But to say yes, knowing that no, I could not tell her everything, that there are things that I prefer to keep me in, problems that I can not speak ... makes me feel a monster who abuses his trust.

But I prefer to continue to offer his support, his love, rather than risk losing, treasure it, hold me, being selfish for having next to me.

Why are selfish. I'm hurting both in this way, I know, but I'm sure all this will pass.

I'm sure. "

I hope this taste will repay the wait!

And please, do not die of curiosity =)

A big kiss, best wishes to step tomorrow!

Anthea