Personality Of A Virgo/snake

fugitive and stuffy Dépendence

I open Word and I find myself staring at the page not knowing what to throw down. Damn
inspiration is not there.
The desire, the desire to write is, but it's my mind that I can not manage.
Seeking inspiration, seeking ideas, but there is something that pushes me to start writing.
Mille doubts about what I write, not to mention my mood dancer - oh, how easy it is to want to write about something cheerful, then he wanted a red rating, then move again to something more reflective ...
Obviously, I have squeezed my mind too in April and these are the consequences. Mah


dependence. The bad thing about this story is that in my mind there is already the end I would like. This story is born with certain scenes in my head already fixed. Among these, we should be in the chapter and the epilogue.
Only ... I wonder if it fits what I have in mind.
I wonder whether it is better to wake up so that Edward out, understand that things can not go ahead and decide to show what he feels for Bella.
only that "betray" my story as well. The Edward
I wish for this ff, is a man who hit rock bottom and then - perhaps - to trace.
All the tension has accumulated burst out.
just that I wonder if I do happen all too quickly ... But then I remember "cabbage stupid things in life happen for a lot less and even less time. "
Love is giving, at times.
Love is obsession at times.
Love is not love at times.
And although temporally in the actual story takes about three days - the night of the concert, the next day and now the days to come - the roots of the illness of Edward are deeper.
I need to speed things up, but I want to make it clear that is not something that span the air.
not know, I do not know if you understand that I am a bit 'imparanoiata ^ ^'
And then there is this inspiration that makes me hello hello from Hawaii with a drinking straw from a coconut -.-''

I hope we meet again soon - be with you with the inspiration that fugitive.
Ah, my last shot posted - dating back to 4.27 (do not write more then ç_ç) - is Alba

Greetings to all! Anthea


Ps: Clare, Twitter is still undecided: of the situation.

At this time what I posted?



Life [Twilight]:
Chapter 8 - Time Gossip

• Under the snow
[Twilight]: one shot to Alice and Jasper. Focused mainly on the latter, said the thoughts prior to the meeting with the young and those tested at the time saw it. Introspective, sentimental.

• Desire
[Twilight] Edward on one shot. Mildly erotic, this desire to speak ff Edward to Bella, that desire to hide them, but that is present. Wish she is afraid, because of his own nature and that for now it does run, it does not feel ready.

• The fat lady
[Romance]: inspired by the homonymous song by De Gregori, is a shot for all women. The protagonist is not a perfect girl, slim, with no problems. It 's a woman who has problems with his body, with their lives. A woman who does not live well with itself, that only winning the trust of others may be able to open and loving. Above all, he discovers a woman. I treasure this little shot ^ ^

• of Style II - Jealousy
[Twilight]: I do not remember if I had already publicized however it is a small shot that is part of the collection of Edward and Bella "Twilight's

shot." Small trip to the mall: an order too sighing and a Beautiful a bit 'too jealous, too good a boyfriend and a brother ... gay. Comedy!

• Have fun, Have a good time and fall in love
[Romance]: minific romantic Red rating! It should be posted every Wednesday, except for various commitments. A holiday, a night of adventure, friends of the casino is so different from each other ... With summer approaching, the imperative of order is "fun." Falling in love, of course, is only a consequence ...

• Regarding your questions about the current Long:

Life for now let's put it in a second corner to write the other two. My idea is to write the first chapter of Outbuildings and then Sins (A big thanks to those who have the original proposal for the competition! Thanks for the gesture !!!).

I would go to the end of dependence, the only problem is that I need the right mood: should talk about the mistakes you make. I just find myself doing long conversations with my mind, because as soon as I find a contradiction in his manner, just taking the thousand objections "but why did it?" "But what the hell are you talking about?", Etc. ... Another no less important to take into account that I am doing everything that happen in a short time, but in reality we must remember that the period is much broader: it is not that Edward wakes up in the morning and I became so emo ! No. In any case, I'll take up the chapter by next week.

Sins ... I admit, I took the lead characters in this story OO Moving is not easy to fall into even less trivial. Although it may seem strange, I find myself almost to sketch better Leandro Eleanor. But to me it gets out of hand: re-reading the story - my mistake not to have done several times before writing the last chapter - I realized that maybe I was not consistent with his character. However, a little 'save me the context in which I can move. As the next chapter will be "Sloth" is likely to be more introspective. Besides, I have to decide how to end the story: the sins of my order would be, after sloth, "Envy" and "Pride." Only in my mind that there are thousands of possible scenarios, so I have a moment to clarify ideas before writing next chapter. The end of the day of sloth coincide with the start of the new life of Eleanor - or at least with his awareness about his future.

Stories on site: I find myself in this period to have more imagination than I'd like -.- '

• not even imagine how many possible new ideas came to me at this time - and not even know what I've sketched in on my stick!

There are two ideas but insistently knocking at my mind:

The painter [vampire] in my mind, a minific introspective and slightly erotic. For now, I wrote the prologue, but in my mind I already have about clear a possible plot. I do not dare to publish it because then it happens as "Sins": from little story that had to be a contest, a great satisfaction that I'm trying to write it in quietly and with the right insight. In any case, "The Painter" as history would be quite different from "Sins", is based more on the vision that the vampire's human beings, especially the relationship of the latter with his own soul.

What if ...? [Twilight]: this too, wants to be a minific of two or three chapters, focusing on Bella and Edward. The "What if?" not so much about situations as Bella's feelings towards Ed, his thoughts toward him ... A small minific introspective where she finds herself wondering what would happen if Edward was the most brazen of how it looks, the more submissive the sentimental point of view. And in the end finds himself making a choice. But this choice will be real or will only serve to make clear the doubts that your mind? The rating should be orange. I posted a draft of a possible prologue here: LINK
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• enough, I think I've said it all! I apologize again if I was absent I hope this brief summary will be served!

Ah, I was thinking to myself a Twitter account: it seems practical to put post, spoilers and anything else on the fly, the less confusing to Fb . Although of course featured here with Teaser & Spoiler!

Meanwhile, I send a kiss to all of you who follow me in this little space and I welcome the daredevils who have gone this far ^ ^

A big kiss!

Anthea